i want a lover i don't have to love.

i want a girl who's too sad to give a fuck. give us the kid with the chemicals. i thought he said to meet him here, but i'm not sure. i've got the money if you've got the time. you said "it feels good" i said "i'll give it a try."

yeah, marisa recorded that, and i edited it (: i can't stop watching it. i should post the parts that i edited out. i kept rolling my eyes at lauren. it was hilarious :D and i love how that guy pops his head out the GIRLS bathroom at the end of the video. lmfao. i think the video is hella good, but i still don't want madame jenks to show it to the class :P even though i just posted it on here for anyone to see. except people probably don't read my blog anyways. lol.

I WANT A LOVER I DON'T HAVE TO LOVE. I WANT A BOY WHO'S SO DRUNK, HE DOESN'T TALK. GIVE US THE KIDS WITH THE CHEMICALS. I'VE GOT A HUNGER AND I CAN'T SEEM TO GET FULL. I NEED SOME MEANING I CAN MEMORIZE. THE KIND I HAVE ALWAYS SEEMS TO SLIP MY MIND.

anwayssss, i hope marisa can spend the night on saturday so we can watch SNL together! neil patrick harrissssss, yeeee! haha i'll never forget when marisa found out he was gay.
marisa: neil patrick harris is gorgeous.
me: you know he's gay, right?
marisa: WHAAAAT!?!?!?!
me: yeah.

lololol i don't think those are the exact words... but she did freak out :D and his boyfriend is a cutie too! (: aw, they're adorable together.